It's hard to believe there're no arrangements in life.  Ever since I have decided to maintain the status quo for another couple of months, I have stopped looking for alternative jobs.    Last Saturday, it came as a real surprise to me that there's an opportunity somewhere else.  Isn't it interesting? When we try very hard to look for something, it simply doesn't work.  Yet, when we are at the edge of giving up, something pops up.  Taking into account the present situation, it's highly likely that I'll free myself out of the loop and breathe in some fresh air.  The remaining question is, how to wrap up things here without too much confrontations (it's impossible, I know).  The new job requires a high level of language proficiency, both English and Chinese - something I don't have full confidence to master.  It's not that I can't write and speak in English.  Yet, compared to natives or ABCs, the gap is still very large. 
As a pessimist with positive attitude, I won't have too much expectations and fantasies about the new move, except trying my best to fulfill what is required from me and feeling grateful about the very kind offer that my good friend provided.  All I can say is, I'm a very lucky girl, whose life is filled with all the kind blessings and care from peope around.